Sunday, September 6, 2009

I've been waiting for the moment
When you'd throw me away
I knew that it was gonna happen
But I didn't think it'd be today

You say you still want me (Just a little)
I know I still want you
So much time together,
Our time's up, our time's almost through

This is a long distance relationship
Even though you're not that far
Repairs will be put off until
I learn to drive a car

Can't remember last, when we had a hug
And now it really is starting to bug (Me)
Don't know whether to push or pull
Why is it, I never have control?

Trial

Raised up in the unknown city
I just want a little pity
I haven't gone far
Reach my goal? Not even close
Leave me alone; Please let me compose

I'm gonna burst if you
give me one more shove
My father taught me pride
My mother taught me to hide
My anguish, success, and love

My family begins
Humble, honest
But kept raisin our chin

We were down, but never were we scarred
My family risen to a prime
Now we don't have a dime
Parental Units now grieve, and it's back to a hard

I know that I'm not gonna do it, although you want me to
Leave me alone don't know the psychological stuff I'm goin through

Make me indestructible
But all I do is shatter
I'm gonna die, no one cares
Because I don't matter

You Tell Me

Would you steal a look,
if I fell, and the ground shook?

If I scream, in terror and pain
would your clouded eyes begin to rain?

If I had much sorrow,
Would you just leave tomorrow?

If I lost my father, my mother,
Would you even care to bother?

Would you come to my aid?
Or would your heart be stayed?

Would you accompany me,
if I became lonely?

Would you like to dial,
as I stare at my phone for a while?

Would you leave me out in the cold?
or warm me up, being once again bold?

If I were to die?
Would you even cry?

Endure this fool to the end,
Please, will you still by my friend?