I Roll Up My Sleeves

Here I stand
Doin the best I can
To cheer you up
To pull you up and...

I'm lovin you with all my heart
Things arent as good when you have to restart,

But hey wasn't it fun?
Wasn't it fun?
There ain't no way
To tell when you're done.

Laughing at all your quirks
I can't believe we got this to work
We've both been broken
But something's begun the repair and...

I find myself loving you with all my heart
Things'll never be as good when you have to restart,

But hey isn't it fun?
Isn't it fun?
There ain't no way
To tell when we're done.

I roll up my sleeves
Ready to play
Just seein your smile
Brightens up my darkest of day and you know that...

I always findin myself loving you with all my heart
Things are so different now that we had to restart,

But hey isn't this grand?
Goin hand in hand
Hey, isn't this fun?
When I'm with you there ain't no way
To know when the night has begun.

Are They Only Mumbles?

Laying here in darkness

Confused about what you want

I sat there thinking about you

My memories are in format of haunt.



But now here you are

Your words are in my face

They are only mumbles

Do I sense a little bit of disgrace?



You say you're sorry

I can't say anything

Choked up with my tears

For you I have forgiveness

For three billion and one years.

This Is The Way It Really Goes

She loves me, she loves me not
I can't tell, she hides a lot.


Feeling cold and want to die
Crouched in a corner and start to cry.


The times I mostly think about you
is when you're not around
A life without love
tell me how do you think that sounds?


Why do I even try
when all there is is disappointment?
Love slips out my hands
just like an elusive ointment.


Many friends are gone
So many now are dead
No one's getting along
because the silent fight we had.


Better to have never loved
Than to love and have lost it.
That is the way it really goes
You see how much this love has costed?

Forever and one Day

You say the stress is killing you

I say I'm already dead

You say that you have to leave

Well, I say just go ahead.


I say what's up and how's it goin

You say the pressure's high

I say really, oh why is that

You say that you wanna die


I never took my eyes off of you

Yet you wanted us apart

You didn't know that when you left me

You stabbed me in the heart


You say you're sorry

And that separation was pretty lame

I say that I forgive you

But things'll never be the same


I try to forget the ugly past

But my mind gives in its way

I will remember every painful moment

For forever and one day

Silence of Forbidden Love

The ba-bumps of my heart stop as I see her
Pace of Ba-bumps then go double speed
I get cold sweat as she comes nearer
Warmth of her motions plant within a seed.

I search my mind like a dictionary
Searching, yes searching all the right things to say
Nothing can come out my mouth
It’d ruin moment of colorful day

The seed begins to grow, making me awfully sick
When away I want her
When close I can’t have her
Sit out each day hoping faster the seconds will tick.

Those ba-bumps are unsteady, I’m told that I am in love
Ba-bumps they go slower
Ba-bumps they go faster
She is a gift from above.

Everyone's giving us constant shove
This isn't love of a puppy
And she ain't no dog
But nothing can happen between us
For this is forbidden love

With constant shoves
to forward forbidden love
as my gift from above
the one which I love
counts the seconds that tick
making me awfully sick
with the things I can’t say
due to colorful day
her planted seed
ba-bumps my heart double speed

Until the door of love is unlocked
With my patient key
I will be loving her
Loving her
silently

Suicide, Running Through The Brain

Suicide running through the brain
Played me like a perverted game
You look at me, face not the same
Don't know if I'm goin insane

Don't know it

Wasn't meant to last, that is a shame
Lucky where our compassion sprang
Those lovely notes that you sang
Is the reason that I came

But now it

Is time, that we finally move along
Because the love we had is gone
Uncomfortable has reached the dawn
Put my life in an untuned song.

And here we

Are. Keeping eye contact away
So, do you have something to say?
No, didn't think so anyway
How did we even get this way?

Could it have

Been, something that I might've said?
While we were talking late in bed?
You know how many tears I shed?
I put the gun up to my head.

Thoughts of

Suicide running through the brain
The scar you left is still the same
So hurt that you don't know my name
I'll never love someone again.

Unbuckled

Seatbelt unbuckled,
lips stained red.

Not of your lipstick,
Tis the slurped up freeze.

It is like your heart,
cold.