Suicide, Running Through The Brain

Suicide running through the brain
Played me like a perverted game
You look at me, face not the same
Don't know if I'm goin insane

Don't know it

Wasn't meant to last, that is a shame
Lucky where our compassion sprang
Those lovely notes that you sang
Is the reason that I came

But now it

Is time, that we finally move along
Because the love we had is gone
Uncomfortable has reached the dawn
Put my life in an untuned song.

And here we

Are. Keeping eye contact away
So, do you have something to say?
No, didn't think so anyway
How did we even get this way?

Could it have

Been, something that I might've said?
While we were talking late in bed?
You know how many tears I shed?
I put the gun up to my head.

Thoughts of

Suicide running through the brain
The scar you left is still the same
So hurt that you don't know my name
I'll never love someone again.