Chance

-Prose

I didn't really know
Something caught my eye
Knew her, not even by name
A year goes by, neither of us have
noticed each other.
Then in silence
Not even a whisper
I happened to walk by
We had a similar interest
I questioned her
She slightly answered
I had no idea, she knew my name
Something itched me
Something I never look to
I decided to check
And her message sat there
unclicked, unread
I was unsure, who could this be?
Then I knew.
Things grew, things dwindled
But it all happened by chance
If I had not taken that glimpse
Towards her literature
I never would have known
The name of her.
I would not have had someone special
One thing could be easier to surpass
But it's nice to make that task
harder.

You Weren't There

As I get waken up

I'm being shaken up

Kicked out of my bed

Thoughts run through my head



I didn't know this

Can't even remember

Getting the eviction notice



The repo men come too

Take my stuff out of the blue

I don't have anymore jokes to crack

Cause I only got the clothes on my back



Must stifle this growing hunger

Standing in eternal line

I'm not getting any younger



I just need a little bit of food

Give the order to a foreign dude

Don't know how he could call it

Repo men also took my wallet


I start to live on the street

I begin to beg

I can barely stand on my own two feet


I wouldn't have guessed it

But wouldn't you know it,

After they put coins in my cup

They decide to beat me up.


Punch me in the face

Kick me in the stomach

I am a disgrace


Now they place me on a bed

Thoughts of death run through my head

They lay me down, sure to be gentle

This happened way to quick, I'm going mental


My life went downhill in one day

And you weren't here to see it

Solitude Romance

Wake up every morning

Things start out, a little boring

Pull on my socks and shoes

Don't know what I'm gonna do.

Meeting my friends at school

Pretending that I'm so cool

You never see my insecurity

Never know of my impurity.


First class, singing a song

No one knows what is wrong

In First, I don't feel good

She's never in the mood, for my rubbish


And I just wish...


That you'd give me one more dance

Cause you've put me in a trance

Don't know the meaning of your stance

We are in a solitude romance


I'm here in second, feeling a ghost

Only feel comfort, not felt by most

Wonder, is my sorrow godly?

My future is thought of so sadly.


I don't know when the bell rings

But when it does, the cold air stings

As I walk out the door

Down step, you're not there anymore.


I move so silently

Though the halls, forged violently

I'm searchin for your face

But I'm left with just disgrace, because I'm lost


I wonder how much it would cost...


If you'd give me one more dance

Cause you've put me in a trance

Don't know the meaning of your stance

We are in a solitude romance


And, in Third

She's crazy like a bird

Then in Fourth

Well, I wish it was short


In Fifth, it's just talk

Being watched by a hawk

Sixth, I'll miss

Cause now we have BIG MISS

But Seven feels like heaven

Where we don't learn a thing

It's all because

I'm still focused on what I should sing


Or should I...


Ask you for one more dance

Take me out of this trance

We share the exact same stance

They stare down at our romance


Just give me one more dance

Cause you've put me in a trance

Don't know the meaning of your stance

We are, we are, we are

Solitude Romance...

Sick

Laying here in sickness
Wishing I was hidden in darkness.

My eyes they hurt, they're heavy
Feel like a small, helpless sevie.

Sitting here, feeling the pain
Something is killing my brain.

With an everlasting migraine
Wonder if I'm going insane.

Can't hear me, I have a cough
Someone cuts my throat
Making it raw, rough.

Writing this I go colorblind
Can't tell black from blue
I realize I'm missing you.

I wish you were here, so much.
So I could feel your gentle touch.

Missing your arms around me
My arms around you
I miss your beautiful eyes too.

I wish tomorrow would hurry
But the time here is blurry.

Too much background noise
I miss your "poise"

It's pointed out that I am tired
In a world that is always wired.

& I'm feeling so cold
Wish you were here to hold.

Staying awake
Is a piece of cake.

Because your name is ringing through my ears
You're the motor to my gears.

Wishing I could see your smile
I think of you for quite the while.

I'm offered a pill
But I don't feel the will.

To try and swallow
My stomach's hollow.

But I can't eat
Because I am beat.

Whenever I think of you.

PDA

Quick note- PDA= Public Display of Affection


At first I thought it was a joke
But then the silence he broke.

He told you it was Hug-An-Asian Day
But we just stood there anyway

The Japexican and the Bassist
Joked around, called you a racist.

By 2 girls, 3 guys I got hugged
& Each time I just shrugged.

There was a Public Display of Asian
On this very strange occasion.

We're not very PDA
I know that's why you stayed away.

Private affection is how we sway.
& I like it better that way.

In the Dark

Sitting there you and me
Both of us making our moves slowly

Friends attempt to move the oblivious away
But neither of us have anything to say

We don't want to be a bother
We just want to be with one another

Neither of us want to be in a struggle
But I can tell you want to snuggle

Huddled up next to each other
Cuddled with one another

You're not as shy, you're getting bolder
As you lay your head atop my shoulder

There's a move to make, I know
I begin with a pace so slow

I try not to make a disturbance
Don't want to ruin this soothing pleasance

Of course we get interrupted
but these moments never corrupted

Tried to be insusceptible
Asperity's unacceptable

Then my thoughts return to you
My full attention is there too

My body heat begins to rise
Breathing fast, I hope not to compromise

Hope I don't make an unpleasant surprise
Then I look into your eyes...

...Making the heat my body's not
It's just that you're really hot.

Dr. Prescription

I don't know
What you see
When you begin
To look at me.

I am supposedly pure
Although I need a cure
For a secret disease
Getting through it there's no ease.

So I ask please...

Won't you stay with me
For just a little longer
While I heal
and grow a little stronger.

There is something I need
But something I don't have
If I don't get it soon
I'll continue to be rav-enous.

You come in, rosey cheeks
So damaged you cannot speak
You see me strapped down
On your face neither smile nor frown.

I need you when I feel down...

Won't you stay with me
Just a little longer
While I heal
And grow a little stronger.

Down your cheeks roll a single tear
Lean in close and whisper in my ear
Your finger touches my lip, I become ecstatic.
That worries everyone, professionals start to panic.

And they grasp you away from me
The operations begin
Oblivious that they're creating
This sickness as ugly as sin

Don't realize you're my medicine...

Stay with me
Just a little longer
Bring me to ecstasy
As you make me stronger